crazy for you

im torn between two lovers...

what a cliche...

but i guess it's true...

it was thrilling at first... i must admit... hehehe bad gurl... ;p

but lately it's making me crazy...

i know to whom my heart really belongs...

it's just that...it's not that easy to tell someone to back off...to let me go...to forget me... when you can clearly feel that he loves you...

but it must be done...

im sorry...

im sorry i disappointed you...

im sorry im crazy for someone else...

im sorry...

lazy me

i think im experiencing a brain-dead situation...

recent events made my head spin so fast i thought it would snap hard apart...

can't seem to think logically right now...

im highly irrational these days...

too bad, i know...

really too bad for me... huhuhu...

yet i know why it's happening to me...

and i know how to snap out of it...

what i don't know is why im so lazy to snap out of it...

perhaps im having fun while im in this crazy little world of mine for the moment...

but i know i have to wake up or else...

life might slip away from me...

no!!!

i'l wake up soon promise...

wait for me...

at long last...

at long last, the universe has finally conspired to make me create... "turon" (ranie ranz! hehehe) my very first blog...

just made it today...so i still don't know what to put in it...

but i'll post stuffs very soon... promise!

waaah! Happy Vacation everyone!