Scarlett

"She is the only dream I ever had that lived and breathed and did not die in the face of reality."


-Ashley Wilkes
"Gone With the Wind"




"Scarlett, I was never one to patiently pick up the broken pieces as if the mended whole is as good as new. I'd rather remember it as it was, at its best, than see the broken places as long as I live."


-Rhett Butler
"Gone With the Wind"




"You will come back just like you came back before. But you won't find me waiting. You have to come find me wherever I am."



-Scarlett O'Hara
"Gone With the Wind"

bluish

you treat me as if i don't exist.

damn.


you're so cold, as cold as ice.

damn.


how dare you make me feel this way!

what's happening to you?

damn.


i should not have let you in to my heart...

stupid me, i thought what we have (had) is (was) something special...

stupid me.

damn.


you could have talked to me...

anyway, don't bother...

it doesn't matter anymore.


just please get out of my life.

because from this day on...


you no longer exist.

india

i fucked up with my essay... damn, i am so disappointed with myself... and this is not just a little mess for that damn essay is worth 20% of my future grade in my sole major subject this semester... i guess i really now have to consider the option of dropping...

i am so disappointed and i have no one else to blame but myself...


if i ever i would get a passing grade for that essay, i would truly believe in miracles forever...

console me, my friends...i need it so badly...

too bad, my "mortal enemy" won't be able to do that now since she's off to Sagada at this very moment...

***yngat ran! enjoy!

damn, i feel so low... ='(