no!

waah... what happened to my blog? ;c

after one year, remind me to fall in love with you again

i'm turning back.


call this cowardice.
call this insanity.
call this foolishness.


but i'm turning back

for now...

i'm sorry, i can't risk something that's great and lasting
with something that's highly unpredictable

for now...




*after one year, remind me to fall in love with you again.

and night after night

day after day

i'm feeling tired and lonely...

day after day

it's him and him only...


something in his eyes makes my hope start to rise...
but he's part of the world that doesn't include me.
nothing can ever include me...

i'll never win...
and this is how it' always been.


I'M ON THE OUSTIDE, LOOKING IN...


*from ate kai ;D

let me be the calm you seek

but everytime i'm close to you...

there's too much i can't say
and you just walk away...


and oh, i forgot...

to tell you i love you

and the night's too long
and cold here without you.


i grieve in my condition for i cannot find the words to say..

i need you so bad.

afraid to love you

i'm so tired but i can't sleep...
i'm standing on something much too deep...

it's funny how we feel so much
but we cannot say a word...
though we are screaming inside
we can't be heard...

i will remember you...

will you remember me?

don't let your life pass you by...

weep not for memories.
weep not for memories.