pwede bang tumawa na lang ng tumawa?

bakit ba tuwing umiinit ang ulo mo, sa 'kin ka gumaganti?
parang sa 'kin ka nagagalit kahit wala naman talaga akong ginawang mali...
minsan nga kahit wala naman akong kinalaman sa nangyari, wala, ako pa rin ang tumatanggap ng inis o galit mo..
nakakatawa na lang isipin na posible pa lang mag-away ang dalawang tao nang wala namang exchange of words sa simula pa lang ng away.
nakakatawa na lang din isipin na posible kayong magbati nang walang usap... o kaya naman sa pamamagitan ng isang tanong..
gusto ko na lang tumawa. nasasanay na kasi akong tawanan na lang ang lahat pagdating sa'yo.
gano'n na lang ba tayo palagi?
alam mo bang, nakakapagod nang intindihin ka.
gusto mo kasi 'ata lagi na lang kitang iintindihan..
gusto mo kasi 'ata 'pag lumamig na ang ulo mo, iisipin ko na lang na walang nangyari.
gusto mo kasi 'ata maghintay ako kahit gaano katagal sa'yo.
nakakapagod ka nang intindihin.
nakakapagod ka nang hintayin.
nakakapagod ka rin palang mahalin.

spilt milk

i spilled milk months ago and im still crying over it... i know it's pointless but i can't help it especially when i so longed for that glass of milk...if only i could get hold of a time stopper...i would ecstatically hurry back to that day when i didn't mean to spill that precious glass of milk...and i would be more careful, i would be more thankful for that glass of milk...then maybe i wouldn't spill that milk...i would now be happy. we would now be happy. and there'll be no more crying over a glass of spilt milk.


* i guess i never said sorry that much
so this is my sorry to you.

clipped wings

if only i could hide 'til im nowhere found...
i would forever lay behind the tallest terrains,
dive under the deepest blues..
soar high up in the comforts of the heavens above us.
if only i could finally escape from feelings made of forever
if only i could fly away from you
i would...i would...
but see, i couldn't
God, i couldn't.
my wings are still clipped,
still im here waiting, hoping...
clinging to that gold-dusted dream,
yes, that forever dream...
the forever dream that is..
that is...YOU.

Take My Quiz!

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fun fun fun ;D

haha.. just when i thought that this day would end up as a not-so-fun day...
i was definitely proven wrong by my one in a billion orgmates..
grabe, i really had a superb time while playing a game introduced by moi (vakla, isipan mo nang pangalan! ;D)

sorry, hinde ko kayang i-explain kung papano 'yung game...
daan na lang kayo sa tambayan then ask us personally... haha. =D
promise, it's a fun fun game! =D

these are some of the unforgettable lines during the game...

"bengy ng balus meal" - moi
"mc chicken nuggets meal (high pitched sa pag-pronounce ng meal)" - bully!
"bakit ngayon ka lang, my polar bear?" - me ;D
"ikaw ang ms. universe ng buhay ko, true friend!" - carol
"mahal kita maging sino ka man, mahal!" - jayson
"langit ka, lupa ako, impiyerno sila, hon!" - moi
"kahit igapos mo ang katawan ko, hindi mo maigagapos ang puso ko Benicio!" - jayson
"i was never your partner, i am just your wife kaya hindi mo ko nirerespeto Christopher!" - me ;D
"mahal mo ba ko dahil kailangan mo ko? o kailangan mo ko kaya mahal mo ko?" - dom
"oh yes, kaibigan mo lang ako, and im so stupid for falling inlove with my own bestfriend!" - moi
"habang maikli ang kumot, matutong mamaluktot" - az
"ang lumalakad ng matulin, kung matinik ay malalim" - tonet
"ang hindi marunong lumingon sa pinanggalingan, hindi makakarating sa paroroonan" - dom
"sa hinaba-haba ng prusisyon, sa simbahan din ang tuloy" - me ;D
"pitumpu't pitong puting tupa" - tonet
"she shells sea shells by the seashore" -az
"minikaniko ni moniko ang makina ng minika ni monika" - moi
"peter piper picked a peck of pickled pepper" - me ;D


haay... up until now im still hyper because of that fantastic game
sa lahat ng kalaro! salamat! bukas ulet =P

told you... gaya-gaya syndrome

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

gaya-gaya syndrome

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

project design

i watched rockestra 2 last night with rania, carol, bully, ace (bully's brother 'tas dumating si kuya gino though 'di na siya nanood kasi patapos na nung dumating siya) sa folk arts... nakakatuwa ang experience. astig pala pagsamahin ang isang banda at isang orchestra (ayan kasi dom, hinde ka sumama! hmmp).. sana nga lang mas malapit kami sa stage... siguro next year, 'pag may mga work na kami mas maa-afford na namin... well, hopefully by next year may work na nga ako. ;D

ang aliw nang araw na 'yun! tsaka dapat talaga maging aliw ang araw na 'yun after taking two exams in two major subjects... (haay...naalala ko lang ang sakit sa loob na magmemorize nang article 8 section 5 nang consti tapos hinde naman pala lalabas sa exam...haha. umabsent pa tuloy ako sa 110 ko para dun, dapat pala hinde na lang..)

isa pang dahilan kung bakit aliw? eh kasi... (yikee! kinikilig ako..haha.) i, unexpectedly saw my one and only crush sa mundo ng mga band-ista!! nakita ko si kean ng calla lily at sa gulat ko medyo na-freeze ako... at siya naman pagkakita niya sa 'kin ay nagulat din.. siguro naisip niya.. nagkita na naman kami nang babaeng 'to... eh kasi naman ewan ko ba, lagi ko na lang siyang nakikita nang biglaan pagkatapos ko siyang makita nung may mini-concert for the rookie camp ang FOPC sa sunken garden... niloloko nga ako nina carol na baka soul mate ko raw.. hahaha. sana nga ;p

and the third dahilan kung bakit aliw ang araw na 'yon eh siyempre kasi nag-sleepover na naman ako kina rania! (carol kasi, nagbago isip...next time hnde na pwede ang pass) ;D siyempre, chikka marathon yun! at food marathon din! haha. ;D ewan ko ba, kahit lagi rin naman kami magkasama sa school, hindi pa rin kami nauubusan nang pag-uusapan.. siguro ganun talaga 'pag true friends.. kaya ayun 5:30 am na kami natulog... kaya naman mga past 5pm na rin ako nakaalis ng bahay nila.. sa totoo lang, thankful talaga ako kay Lord for giving me rania.. ewan ko ba kung anong ginawa kong mabuti to deserve someone like her.. salamat, salamat, salamat..
p.s. sana hindi ka na nga ever matuto magtampo.. ipaubaya mo na sa akin 'yun. haha. ;D

Falling from Dimension Z

i read a book.. and i fell in love with the story.
it was about such a grand love affair which unfortunately did not end with a happily ever after sort of ending..
i must admit, i was crying while i was reading.. nakakadala kasi talaga yung story ni Francesca at ni Robert Kincaid.. o siguro nga iyaking bata lang talaga ko...
anyway, feeling ko kasi after reading their tragic love story, i have this responsibility na i-encourage din ang ibang tao na malaman ang love story nila kasi nakakahinayang kung mamamatay lang sa limot ang istorya nilang dalawa... kaya...
basahin ninyo ang Bridges of Madison County.
surely, mai-inspire kayo na ma-inlove for real.
;D


Robert Kincaid to Francesca:

"I have something to say, one thing only. I'll say it once and I'll never say it to anyone else: In this universe of ambiguity, this kind of certainty comes only once and never again no matter how many lifetimes you live."

Richard to Francesca:
"Francesca, I knew you had your own dreams too. I'm sorry I couldn't give them to you.."

read between the lines

siguro nga..
sinungaling ako.
siguro nga...
kasi sabi ko kakalimutan na kita.
pero 'di ko naman magawa...
siguro nga..
ikaw pa rin.
siguro nga..
mahal kita.
mahal pa rin kita...
siguro nga.

ta-da!!!

every week, nae-experience ko ang last song syndrome (LSS)...
haay, sana lang kasi ni-bless ako ni Lord ng talent in singing...
willing ako ipagpalit ang hula powers ko para dun... hehe ;P

1.) I love you by Sarah McLachlan

oh...and everytime i'm close to you
there's too much i can't say
and you just walk away...
and i...forgot
to tell you...
i love you.
and...the night's too long.
and cold here without you...
oh..i grieve in my condition..
for i cannot find the words to say
i need you so..

2.) *'di ko lam ang title pero kanta siya ng VST na ni-revive ng brownman

itanong mo sa akin...
kung sino ang aking mahal...
itanong mo sa akin...
sagot ko'y 'di magtatagal...
ikaw lang ang aking mahal..
ang pag-ibig mo'y aking kailangan.
pag-ibig na walang hangganan
ang siyang tunay na nararamdaman...

3.) But if I let you go (yata) ng Westlife
*ito ay dahil kinanta ng isang aplikante namin sa org during their shining moment activity

but if i let you go
i will never know
what my life would be
holding you close to me
will i ever see
you smiling back at me
how will i know
if i let you go...

4.) at ang latest... ta-da!!! Para sa akin by Sitti Navarro

'di kita pipilitin...
sundin mo pa ang iyong damdamin
hahayaan na lang tumibok ang puso mo
para sa akin...

past, present or future?

I'll be such a hypocrite if I'd deny that I want to live in the past all over again. I want that more than ever but I can't afford to dwell in the past. I wanna make life go on but then I can't help but cast one last glance in your direction every time you say goodbye and start to walk away to an existence entirely separate from my own. I keep my eyes on you until the last hair on your head is out of my sight, trying to preserve every detail of your appearance in my memory until the time I will see you again.

words

this is a long overdue post...

wala lang. ayoko lang makalimutan ang mga lines na 'to...

1. "Sssh... ***, don't wish that. i don't think you wanna exit life with the word quitter imprinted on your forehead, right?"

2. "...tuesday ngayon, gagana ang magic!"

3. "ta-da! candy confetti for you!"

4. "*****, ang seksi mo! Balakang pa lang ulam na..."

5. "It's okay to be confused."

6. "No, I don't think you should be confused."

7. "Political Science professors in other universities took their masterals here in UP. Oh, i don't know what that means..."

8. "... a failing grade, a heartbreak..."

9. Yellow: Eh three weeks lang naman.
Green: Kahit na, aalis ka pa rin... mawawala ka pa rin.

10. "Time check! Time check!"

11. "'Pag lang 'yang si *****, 'di nag-chicken joy... ay naku talaga lagot 'yan sa 'kin!"

12. "Eh ano naman kung ma-adik ka sa kanya, eh kaadik-adik naman siya..."